heart is aching.

11:11. damn it, I missed it today. But just for the record, I still love you. I can't stop.

I'm fine don't worry.

Dying on the inside, smiling on the outside.

Sometimes I feel invulnerable to my emotions,

most of the time, they take control.

Number one is studies.

I found a new motivation to work hard for the coming month.
Maybe if I work hard for O levels, their views of me would change?
We've only got 3-4 more months to O levels. Damn it.

I was typing something really long just now.
Then I realized it was too saddening. So I backspaced.
Goodbye, my love.

Hey girl.

You know nothing about love. Thanks for letting me have a good laugh at you.

Fuck my bangs. Cccccbbbbb. I shall go do something about it LATER ON. (:

Today. (or should I say ytd since its after 12am alr?)
Woke up at 10am > School for cca farewell >  Meet thinesh awhile >  Meet Zhijun opp sch >  Tuition with wanting >  Meet Zhijun @289

Busy day okay. I felt like I went all over Singapore. Damn it, I like to over exaggerate manxzxs. But I'm really damn tired. Thanks a lot huh. Wanted to skip tuition since I didn't bring my worksheet also. But wanting insisted that I go. Look, she's so step good girl. Fuckkkkk. Zhijun, good game. (yknow.......... heh!) Headed home quite early. Bought 2 apple pies from macs and talked on the phone with Zhijun. Damn it, I spend too much time talking to him uh. Should call Zhixiang instead right? Aw well. (: Tuition sucked. We had a fucked test. And I confirm guarantee plus chop that I'm gonna fail. Cause I lost damn a lot of marks on questions that I didn't know how to do. A Math really cmi. Wanting was worse off. (:

AND FUCK IT.

I AM SINGLE.

I AM NOT ATTACHED.

KNNBCCBPCB.

I HAVE BEEN SINGLE SINCE THEN.

AND I AM STILL SINGLE.

STOP ASKING ME.
cause it tears me apart.

damn those hokkien vulgarities.

Cca farewell party tml.

I have to get up at 10, I wonder if I can wake up or not. Damn it, I damn lazy to go but I alr told the people that I'm going. Aw well. After that meet friends and slack awhile then still got tuition. Omggg, I confirm tired until die sia. ): Plus, I got no mood to sleep now. Dammmnnn itttt!! Was on msn with Matthew for awhile. Tried to cheer him up, to no avail. Heh. ):

Gonna go sleep soon!

Private blog.

http://redshakerfries.blogspot.com/

Ask me at my tagboard to invite you, I might, or I might not.

Heh, I don't want stalkers to stalk me uh, ( hor, tingli!(: )

Will still update here ofcause.

I deleted most of the private posts from here and transfered them to my private blog. Yay.

The Back-up Plan, Date Night.

Just watched these two movies online. Damn fabbbbb.

I think The Back-up Plan was better than Date Night though.

I was doing my A Math tuition homework whilst watching the movies. (Y)